Thursday, February 4, 2010

Its been a long time~~~~

Likewise, it has been a really an ancient time since I last blogged. This phrase is being used frequently in my blog frequently if you guys noticed~ why? well, it means its time to store my memory into the hard disk(blog) before the main CPU(brain) blow into pieces

It’s a place where I pour out my jovial and saddened memories. Recently, since the beginning of the semester, a mixture of happenings has occurred in my daily life. I have been thinking; are all these events and happenings are meant to strengthen me up? to test my courage and perseverance? or to break down my spiritual strength?

Well, I figured out eventually that its all in my head. It’s up to me whether my perceptions would direct to positive or negative side. Besides, this phrase I have been sharing with my friends as the saying goes, “Environment influences a person’s personality and characteristic.” People breaking down in front me or simply indirectly motivating me or vice versa are part and parcel in my life now. Every single day, I face various situations and problems including good and bad events. I’ m thinking in my head, when’s my turn to break down? or to cry out loud the burden and pressure in me?

The answer is no…. it’s impossible for me as I have loads of responsibilities and tasks waiting behind me. In a way, I’m trying hard to develop a positive mind where I could handle obstacles and problems confidently - an inner voice which keeps reminding me “ NEVER GIVE UP, YOU NEVER TRY, YOU NEVER KNOW and etc”