Friday, July 20, 2012

Another chance

Its really "early" here but I have to work on some project to study about. Still, this matter has bothered me since the first day of my leave. I started to collect my thoughts and said, "This is it", I have come this far in time and place. I had to say I was a fool before, but I' m not going to be another fool this time. Things which I realized or did not before was in the past but I want to make up for it. It has been not too long since we broke up but it gave me sufficient time to reflect on things. Mistakes that I did unto her and I admit it for my stupidity. I really hope its not too late now and I hope to tell her that to give ourselves another chance. A chance where I did not accomplish before. Instead of just hoping, I'm putting it into action. I don't know what's exactly her feelings now but I know that I wouldn't want to regret miserably in the future.

Saturday, July 14, 2012

christianity

Some people had misunderstandings of Christianity of being forceful and a "RELIGION" you have to accept. People have argued on this issue as it concerns religious aspects. Personally, I felt this tends to be more a RELATIONSHIP and self experience is best to describe HIM. I have tried sharing to someone close to me before but she eventually declined. It breaks my heart as we cannot be in one yolk together as I wish for. Things have fall apart but I pray to God that I could put them together. Well, best get to bed, its church day tomorrow. Amen.

A life dream

It is an alien environment to live around here. new people, food consumption and habits which I don't usually carry out. Its "early" in the morning but yet I find myself, just woke up from a dream. A dream where it might happen or not. Going on this journey has widened my eyes and point of view in different perspectives. If I have another chance to make things right, things would be different. It isn't easy letting go but otherwise for remembering the moments.