Finally, i'm feeling relieved and satisfied not worrying about the present and future neither the past... ^^
Ty for giving me that precious day ...
A small sparkle of light is burning again within my soul ... after a long time living in darkness...
Thank you so much.....
*muaxxx...
Friday, May 1, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Inner Self
I have always been asking myself, why don’t my body, actions, and speech collaborate with my thoughts? I have no idea, particular excuses or reasons why I’m acting this way. When I look at her face or maybe a little glance, my day even my most unlucky day is all brightened up…
But when it comes to conversation, it’s another story (*sigh)…maybe it’s just me being very shy. Strangely, when I meet her face to face, there’s a presence of devastating awkwardness and discomfort and I seems speechless occasionally.
Still, when I don’t see her even one day, I would have a thought of her and a little urge to meet her or maybe msg her to find out how’s she doing…
... To be cont’d
But when it comes to conversation, it’s another story (*sigh)…maybe it’s just me being very shy. Strangely, when I meet her face to face, there’s a presence of devastating awkwardness and discomfort and I seems speechless occasionally.
Still, when I don’t see her even one day, I would have a thought of her and a little urge to meet her or maybe msg her to find out how’s she doing…
... To be cont’d
Monday, April 13, 2009
FRIENDS FOREVER
Today, 13/4/2009 was like any of my daily routine but there was a space/gap in my heart the entire day. Why is this so? I asked myself numerous times, not knowing what’s wrong with me…
What I previously enjoyed doing or fooling around seemed boring today like there was no joy in it….
Maybe it was because my heng dai’s were not here today… I felt sorry for my friend when I overheard that his grandma had passed away. For a split moment, my mind flashed back to the days where my grandma breathed her last breath too. That awful pain and sorrow was completely obvious in my mind that moment. Surprisingly, I was feeling pretty lonely today…. I know it’s pretty foolish of me saying this… but maybe it’s just like what I said before…my whole “family” wasn’t here.
Fortunately, I managed to keep in touch with my “son” today. (* cheeky smile hehe) Its like been ages since I last really talked to him.. so I just kind of attended my pca class a little “earlier” than usual (trust me, bro ^^ ) and chatted with him in the car of our daily life and stuff besides helping him out with his pbu thinging… (pity him- has to carry the ice pack and table by himself). Deep down in my heart and soul, I just realized that good friends are really super duper tremendously extremely important…
What I previously enjoyed doing or fooling around seemed boring today like there was no joy in it….
Maybe it was because my heng dai’s were not here today… I felt sorry for my friend when I overheard that his grandma had passed away. For a split moment, my mind flashed back to the days where my grandma breathed her last breath too. That awful pain and sorrow was completely obvious in my mind that moment. Surprisingly, I was feeling pretty lonely today…. I know it’s pretty foolish of me saying this… but maybe it’s just like what I said before…my whole “family” wasn’t here.
Fortunately, I managed to keep in touch with my “son” today. (* cheeky smile hehe) Its like been ages since I last really talked to him.. so I just kind of attended my pca class a little “earlier” than usual (trust me, bro ^^ ) and chatted with him in the car of our daily life and stuff besides helping him out with his pbu thinging… (pity him- has to carry the ice pack and table by himself). Deep down in my heart and soul, I just realized that good friends are really super duper tremendously extremely important…
Monday, April 6, 2009
Your decision
Just follow the flow of the river,
Love life and life will love you back,
Love people and they will love you back,
No matter what's your decision,
Without force and akwardness,
Your decision will be my wish.
Love life and life will love you back,
Love people and they will love you back,
No matter what's your decision,
Without force and akwardness,
Your decision will be my wish.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Pushed to the limit!
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Today was hilarious as all of us wore our "Keegan's Burger" t-shirt as a publicity tool; to add-on, people were looking at us, dumbfounded as we walked in a group to grab our lunch and even sat together at exactly the same row during lecture.
The following 3 weeks will be a tough week for me as my team and I are striving hard for our PBU project/business. As for me, I really hoped I could overcome the overwhelming surrounding tension and deep down in my heart, my soul is seeking help from friends...
Ty for your advices and suggestions all this while and I hoped for your guidance and support in future.
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Today was hilarious as all of us wore our "Keegan's Burger" t-shirt as a publicity tool; to add-on, people were looking at us, dumbfounded as we walked in a group to grab our lunch and even sat together at exactly the same row during lecture.
The following 3 weeks will be a tough week for me as my team and I are striving hard for our PBU project/business. As for me, I really hoped I could overcome the overwhelming surrounding tension and deep down in my heart, my soul is seeking help from friends...
Ty for your advices and suggestions all this while and I hoped for your guidance and support in future.
Friday, March 27, 2009
Dui bu qi
As referred to the above, I am feeling idiotic for the stupidity of my mind. Instead of complaining and jabbering, I should think of ways to understand you much better and I'm currently feeling sorry to you for saying indirect unpleasant words about you. Maybe its just me being too selfish and self-centered; I think I owe you an indirect apology. I have now realised my stupidity and just want to fix things back.
Toi em chi, Dui bu qi and Sorry.
Toi em chi, Dui bu qi and Sorry.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Tiring & boring day
Dang! I overslept today till 10am which I was supposed to follow CK in the morning,9am for pbu stuff. My body was aching today as yesterday, I was the "yeh kuai" (nite ghost)busying with my stuff/IPG - sounded like someone hehe *cheeky laugh
Anyway, today was superfluous tiring for our team had to fold "THOUSANDS & THOUSANDS" of fliers-to-be. As my conscious is known of my personal experience, I'm not talented in folding papers/origami or anything has to do with handcrafts.Sigh* It worsened as the whole table was as quiet as a graveyard. Well, there were some sort of "entertainers" such Mr SH - ck and Kee Siang. No doubt there was nothing impossible for CK to do anything crazy; he was singing awfully "pleasant" at the lobby (ixora)-"MUSIC" to our ears, playing weird and EMO songs the entire morning. Well, that was no doubt that's CK.
I was planning to take in 'Livita' or 'Redbull' to 'ti shen' but unluckily, I had bad experience with them few days back. Man! I need my charger! My "energizer TM" and soul wearing off.....
Anyway, today was superfluous tiring for our team had to fold "THOUSANDS & THOUSANDS" of fliers-to-be. As my conscious is known of my personal experience, I'm not talented in folding papers/origami or anything has to do with handcrafts.Sigh* It worsened as the whole table was as quiet as a graveyard. Well, there were some sort of "entertainers" such Mr SH - ck and Kee Siang. No doubt there was nothing impossible for CK to do anything crazy; he was singing awfully "pleasant" at the lobby (ixora)-"MUSIC" to our ears, playing weird and EMO songs the entire morning. Well, that was no doubt that's CK.
I was planning to take in 'Livita' or 'Redbull' to 'ti shen' but unluckily, I had bad experience with them few days back. Man! I need my charger! My "energizer TM" and soul wearing off.....
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