1st day of 2009

Today's PCA presentation felt more like 50/50 of failure and success as I was pretty darn nervous this afternoon. Still, the thing that was really bothering me was, in my thoughts, or so-called wonderland, time do really passed quickly just like the monsoon wind. Sharp at 12am, while I was busy sending new year's message to all my known friends, my little brain at the top had the thought of, "Man, I'm another year elder. OMG!!! I m 19 years old!!! Another year 20!!". My heart had a strong impact reflected by the fact of aging. Generally, feedbacks from friends and relatives stated that I don't have the 18 years old look but instead 20 and above *sigh T-T. Occassionally, I do really hoped I wouldn't age that fast or maybe just be like Peter Pan in Wonderland. What a silly thought of mine....