Yesterday, her pm said " happiness last momentarily" and eventually, I asked her to share her problems or thoughts with me. In return, she replied "nth" but I know there's gotta be something which is bothering her~~
Do I really have to go back to square 1?
A friend of mine once shared with me, in a relationship there's an algebraic equation , 2H 1L which 2hearts 1 love~~~
H - help and look for each other
H - honest towards one another
L - love one another
In my case, I have tried my very best to achieve 2H 1L...
Although I admit, our relationship has some flaws and I wish to repair it ~ not alone but together with her~~ I wish our relationship would not be as though a TEST DRIVE~~ after you test drive, you just dump the car~ I don't want that to happen!
When she always reply nothing, it is equivalent to my failure and stupidity for not understanding her feelings, burdens and situation~~~As her bf, i m feeling a sense of overwhelmed guilt~ am i that useless?~~
Her blog had been deep silence for the past 3 months until recently she posted 3 new secured articles....
My conscious was telling me a wave is coming and it depends how strong our bond is...
I wished it would turn out good~~~and she would be ready to tell me everything~~
Love you,zhu~~
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